Karemel

migrated

2009-02-10T22:38:00.000+08:00

I'm currenty blogging at www.xiaonuren-karen.blogspot.com.

Cherish Yourself and ur love ones

2008-11-20T23:02:00.003+08:00

OK , i know i've not been blogging for very long as i'm just so lazy and using. Using cabal-ing. haha if u wonder what's that, its an online game. All thanks to my dear and his friends. haha

ok i'm fine. i'm free from retrenchment. Thanks to all frens who showed concern for me =)
it's really terrible, after MY company start the 1st retrenchment, followed up with citigroup and NOL.. this is the worst crisis ever....all of us gotta hang in there, gotta fight for at least i see another 3-4 yrs time.

Drove up KL last week with my 'family' haha, my classmates la... fun but tiring. we didnt stay over we drove back the very night and ended up home abt 5am. haha its crazy la.. but we'll wan to go up and stay over a few days next time. When i feel like it then i'll upload the photos again ya..

I got a shock when i receive this news today. I 've been watching 超級星光大道 3 and 4 recorded every thur and sun, i love it i just wish to be a taiwanese. haa.. they are really people who r born to sing?!? However, one of top 3 winner 黎礎寧 commited suicide last week! I really cant believe! She died at the age of 24. And her voice is damn good.

It makes me ponder and think, life is really so unpredictable. Life is so precious. People u see laughing and smiling away everyday, well they may not be what they are. U wont know what is the real emotion behind those laughs. However, i feel she is so foolish to let her emotions conquer her and choose to end her life this way..

Why good, pretty, talented artiste all left just like that... no wonder people say 好人死的早... sigh.... i begin to see the truth to it...

All i can say, rest in peace and all these angels i'll respect you and you all will be the light to keep me going towards my dream.. =)

busy

2008-10-08T21:15:00.002+08:00

Ya been damn long since my last post. Was busy, lazy ....alot places i been, alot things i've done.
Went to F1, exams ongoing, work was damn busy and the global finanical crisis that impacted alot people esp banks. Currently hooked onto cabal online game. All thanks to canny and group. hehe..
alright when i'm free then i shall upload photos.

Memories of Nicole Lai 老师

2008-09-09T00:03:00.003+08:00

She's a talented teacher, musician, entertainer, singer. She is nicole 老师 . I knew her during my days in LWSSOM when i was taking my music lessons. Although i dun really know her very well, but i ever attend her lessons before. In my impression, she is a very pretty, humble, polite, lively lady.. She always wears a smile and is always at her best state. I admire her singing! She is really good! She is one's voice that will sure reminds deep in our mind. Her beautiful voice and image will definitely stay with us forever~

Goodbye Nicole, may you rest in peace. You'll be remembered.

ABC LOVE

2008-08-27T23:41:00.000+08:00

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real!
When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one, which has been opened for us.
Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile.
Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.
May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy.
The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.
The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so at the end, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying

cool phone

2008-08-25T00:17:00.003+08:00

Today i bought dear a new Hp for him, Olympic's official phone, SAMSUNG F480. I think it was very cool and i kinda love it too..hehe maybe i would like to get one myself. I find i'll prefer this to the samsung omina.
But.. i'm quite royal to sony ericssion. hehe.. I think maybe i still prefer sony. Perhaps i shall wait for sony to have such design as samsung.

The closing ceremony of Olympic Beijing was indeed spectacular! AWESOME! Bye bye beijing, Hi hi London.. =)

I cried

2008-08-20T23:20:00.004+08:00

I cried from the first word till the last song of this song.
I just missed her so much.........

The original

The duet

BACK

2008-08-16T00:53:00.002+08:00

oh yes, i'm back.. last week from bkk. just got no time to write up but photos are all on my facebook i guess i wont talk much in this post perhaps when i'm free then i re post again

I on my tv, and the beijing olmpics table tennis was playing and it was our singapore team Li jia wei battling against korea. I dun follow olympics though but while waiting for my pc to start up and to take my bath, i watched the battle and of coz dun really understand the game.. but somehow, past half hr, 1 hr i'm still so glued to the sofa. It just so exciting. Seeing the way they play really 'shiok' haha..dreaming whether i can play. wahha..

But the last match our player FENG really did a GOOD job. She really adds entertainment value to her game as both players played so aggressively and the strokes ..woooo ...

Finally, singapore won a medal in the semi finals!! yeah...Go go GO .. ..

Sunday-Chinese Food

2008-07-28T22:46:00.009+08:00

It's another sunday~ A day with my dear.. always looking forward to this day..we woke up quite late as the previous night was at st james. When we woke, it was about 2pm. I suggested to him that we had not cooked n eat chinese food for very long and he agreed. Hence we went the ntuc opp but there was nothing left.. I took charge of My ABC soup but no more corn!! Even the wet market! Then no choice, wearing our lok-cok tshirts n shorts and in my nerdy specs, we head down to tampines mall ntuc..
Finally, we got our la-la , black promfret, corn, carrot, potato, pork ribs, bittergound...almost done. and it was cheap..for so many it's just $27. Then we start preparing as we head home. And as usual i do the cutting and washing while dear do the cooking.

dear put salt to 'kill' the la-la.. they actually move and spit out their wadever shit. look amazing to me.. haha

Black promfret fish- put salt, pepper and chinese wine to season..

This new ta-hua soya sauce that we saw. We picked to try it out since it says its for fish and yes!! it tastes sooo much better!

My ABC soup-Ingredients : carrot, potato, corn, pork ribs, 2 chicken cubes, onion, garlic... This is easy for me so i volunteer for this..hehe..

dear's 招牌，苦瓜排骨 it's really nice!!!

.....and another dear's fac dish- la la for what i know, ginger, garlic, chilli

And finally!! It's done! yummy!! It turns out to be quite alot for 2 but my soup was very tasty and sweet. Dear like it too =) tHank you .

We stayed home the whole day, no movies .. Just laze, hug and watch tv... there goes my sunday but waiting for next week......to... bangkok!!

Singing

2008-07-18T23:49:00.003+08:00

Finally, i have my 超级新光大道 channel.. i dunno i've missed so many episodes.. I found it's a really good competition. Taiwan people are indeed talented. Though we do really have alot talented singing people here but i feel we should really see how taiwan talents sing and their attitude towards music. We still have a long way to learn and improve . Singing people will understand what i say.
Alisa is great! The 3 PK singers are really so powerful ! can't believe there are still so many talented people around not discovered? What are the producers waiting for ?? !! ?

After watching this show, i really learnt alot and alot of thoughts..i missed my singing days and i missed performing. It's always that sudden 'craving'..But whenever i sing i always had no much confidence in myself and that cause me to fail. I really LOVED singing!! You may not understand that passion about it. It's either you are reaAally CRAZY about singing or you sing it just to sing. There is a difference. I ever was trashed by people saying me wasting my time.. i had people saying to me " wa.. u want become singer ah? " " wa..u think u next sun yan zi ar? " " singing u think can survive meh.. com'on be practical..study and work hard and STOP DREAMING la !!!! "
Frankly, for those who said these, i was really hurt. From then, it really make me damn down. It's just like pushing me deeply all the way down to the ground.. my heart just dropped...And i then realise, perhaps these people are really not my true friends. It makes me very sad =(
That kinda makes me stopped singing for awhile..as their words really makes me think through and somehow agreeing with them ( which i dun agree at all )

I mean is there wrong for people to have dreams? Is it wrong to have a goal.. i know it's not a practical goal.. In singapore frankly you can't do great in singing career unless you are so damn lucky like stef. But u really shattered people's dreams like just that! Even when i go sing again, i no longer have confidence.. i feel my friends or people around me are so unsupportive.
tHAT's y, i liked to talk and mixed with my singing friends. Because we understand each other, we are going towards the same goal same dream. wHENever i talk to them, i feel motivated, confidence and so much to learn from each other.

I LOVE to watch concerts, music awards,buy cds, MTVs.. everything!! as long as regard to singing!! I think i have over hundreds of CDs at home which everytime i just buy and upload into my ipod and no longer touched them. hee.. my mum kept nagging and my friend always say me as a radio. haha...saying whatever song or new song also know how to sing.haas..they really can't stand me!
Music is not about just listening and singing. You gotta do alot of 'homework'.. we must see see see and hear hear hear.. So, i really learnt alot from these singers and i Njoyed it =) !

Watching 新光帮 i makes me realise alot of things. The judges/teachers really talk sense and really is helpful compared to our local shows. They are really professional and comments about 'singing' and not other else. And also shot me to think " should i not give up on myself? should i start singing again? "...i really would like too.. =)
Anyway, i did started going back singing with Tino at a pub the other time but due to the pub wasnt making $, not much of customers and they decide to close down. But i love the ambience there.. I was shocked and kinda disppointed though..I thought i have more chances i was thinking perhaps i sing first time then the pub close? Is it bcoz i'm not good? ...
But TIno did say ask me to keep practising and build up my singing book so when there's another place, he'll call me. I really hope to...

Anyways, i believe i will not give up..because.....this is my dream! This is me! I love to sing, and i will sing for the rest of my life! =)

ps: it's sat tmr! meeting the gals for drinks and i'm going amei concert in oct and away to bangkok in aug! *happy*

Amei !!

2008-07-17T00:37:00.001+08:00

AMEI IS COMING AGAIN!! yeah.. and i'm going again!!! Though it's 4days before my exam, but you wont want to miss it after the one i went in nov07! she's amazing!!

Backdate part 2

2008-07-12T20:12:00.009+08:00

Recently i took the usual bus from our interchange and it was like those shuttle bus i was shock and i thought i went up the wrong bus! The whole bus seating was leather! And it's all vertical meaning it was rather funny because passengers will be facing each other.. Just like MRT seating.. But it was too posh for a neighbourhood shuttle bus..

Making me so hungry now.. * drools* My dear is a very good cook..He always cook this spaghetti and i simply love it ! Even better than pasta mania

Another occasion, we had BBQ at home.. haha..BBQ until the power socket burnt out..Guess i was too strong..These prawns were from the prawing pond we went at bishan..Yummy yummy

Not only prawns, we also cook chicken, pork chop, sweet corn, Brinjaw ( i knw its wrong spelling ) And dear's specialised own made sauce...!

It's making me so hungry now!! arrgghhh...

Have you been to this new longest bridge in singapore? I'm just staying opposite this bridge but people kept asking me have u walked? Seriously i would love to but no time.everyday i see alot people at the bridge but i dunno where to start.. because it's kinda stupid to start off at my house here then later on walk back again.. I heard it lead all the way to alexandra, mt faber.. oright, i shall find time to go one day..Even my mum and our neighbour aunty had went -_-"

Backdate

2008-07-12T20:04:00.003+08:00

Forming web i know..too many things i wanna blog about but no time la..damn busy. Just finish my exam..was off the whole week staying at home and then realise staying home can be so wonderful.. haha
I hope i can pass my exam *prays* Marketing paper wad a tough one and i was feeling very uneasy that day because my mind is like super floated..feeling dizzy and the moment i open the paper, i feel my mind went totally blank!! WTF..anyway, it's over..2 more weeks before my next semester.

I had a very big blue black on my thigh =( so sad when i see.. i was worried it wont go away...

I'm Back!

2008-06-26T23:26:00.002+08:00

I know i'm forming web alrdy here.. hehe.. too many things happen and was real busy at work and studies. Finally i feel such a relief AT LEAST at this moment ONLY bcoz just settled my both module's assignment. However, EXAM coming up in july!! arrrggghhh...

Work was stress..very tired.. maybe becoz of my offdays, and bcoz of my studies i often need to change roster with my colleagues hence resulting long waits until my next off day!! But what to do~~ IT'S really very tough being a working student. At times i really feel like giving up but i CAN'T !! I gotta endure no matter how~

I need a break! I planning to go Bali or Langkawai maybe in august. Over his birthday and national day to celebrate love's bday and our anniversary. Bali or Langkawai is better? We got no idea! pls give your comments.

Life is tough~

Sunday

2008-06-16T22:27:00.002+08:00

I woke up at about 3pm..and i feel like sleeping again but dear keep waking me up because he is hungry la! Told me he want to eat LOR MEE wor~~ wakao..hehee..
I told him i want to eat korean food! We had been before to 大长京 @ shenton way and it was damn good! But we decided to try the one at east coast where alan mentioned to us. It was s0-so and bloody hell more expensive than the one at shenton way man. Shenton way's has really nice n classy ambience and so authentic compare to the one at east coast.
However, we walked out with 2 big belly..damn full la! we can't even finish.

Met Remy up and i suggested to go some liveband place.. We went to pick fion after her jamming. Oh, Fion is the lead vocalist of superband 三月 . I think they are good although we haven start to see them sing.. She damn chatterbox. When you're down, u can definitely give her a call man. We settled at Shanghai Jazz bar~ nice place.. there goes my sunday again....

Anyway, i'm feeling totally very freaked out! I'm so stress can! It's really not easy to tangle work and studies and r/s @ the same time! With my exams and assignment due, i'm really freaking!! And still need to prepare my songbook for performance..arrrggghhh!!!
I hope this can really bypass me fast!! I cant stand it anymore!

Ivy's Farewell

2008-06-16T22:18:00.003+08:00

Celebrated Ivy's Farewell @ partyworld on saturday.. She finally embark on her next path of career after 7 years in banking. I think she should pursue for more..However, it was quite a surprise for me on hearing her leaving. Whatever it is, I wish her all the best in her new career and life =) keep in touch ya!!
Went on chinatown for supper with lilian and then went over to ah dear's pub. I'm so so tired man~ my whole body starts to ache recently.. Sunday seems to be the only day i can only fall into deep sleep..So, even ah dear dare not wake me up in the morning.. I Really wants to sleep..

Narnia

2008-06-02T00:23:00.002+08:00

I love Sundays~ because i can sleep late hugging my love~But was awaken by his mum and it was just 1030am. so early? I cant believe~ i asked him so early~ he asked me then go back sleep lor..
I told him i wanna watch narnia and so we booked for tickets. I suddenly so desperate to eat fresh oysters and got disappointed last week when we went fish & co but they do not have it anymore. so sad~
So bb knows i wanna eat today and to get me satisfied, he brought me to jack's place. As usual, i hold up the menu and started flipping.
dear said: " aiyo, u still need to see menu meh..? "
I SMILES =)
because he knows i always eat the same thing so there's no point of seeing the menu. hehes.. As usual, Onion soup, escargot ( but was fresh oysters for today), garlic steak- medium.. Was damn full!! i cant finish my steak today perhaps was the oysters..

Narnia~! I love Narnia. I love this kinda movie! movie like harry potter too~ King Peter is just so charming..how i wish i can stay in the kingdom of narnia! haha dreaming again..
Well there goes another sunday~ and work and class starts tomorrow..
And ya, tuesday will start my 1st performance with Tino. Hope it goes well..mon to wed was just so stressful..

Congrats to Remy however he got 3rd in this yr's 41st Singapore open due to his back injury. It's ok, he's still our spore fame=)

sick again

2008-05-29T22:10:00.002+08:00

I falls sick again..2 days MC..i was sick 2 weeks ago and now falls sick again!! super sian..Perhaps blame it on the weather and also i'm too tired from work and studies..and so drained out..I'm so weak..

CoNVERSATION

2008-05-06T23:36:00.001+08:00

" Trust me, you will marry him! " and yOu ARE going to marry him!!, trust me! " Fion told me this~

8 more days

2008-05-06T23:27:00.002+08:00

Yes, countdown to 8 more days and i can 'free' myself. Looking forward to my offday la..Gotta plan for my offday. My plan was perhaps dental appt on wed, thur photoshoot, fri meet with my darlingz,and sat DBS 40th anniversary annual dinner at SUNTEC, sun reserved for my love.Just nice. =) That means isnt it i don have time for myself =X ......... gosh

I really cant wait~ Work was peaceful these days for my manager went on leave for 1 week but will be back tmr for meeting..sianz..hate to hear her voice.

Iron Man is awesome

2008-05-05T23:58:00.005+08:00

Sat i met kailin for movie, Over her dead body. My rating is 4.5/10. Its kinda disappointed for me, not to what i expected. We ate some kinda japanese pasta at cine level 2. Not bad~ taste sometk different from those italian style..

Then~~She drove me over to St james to meet Ah soon and frens. I cant believe i have the energy to go..haha after so many donkey yrs..Hence, the night at Power house began..
I didn't get high and wasnt able to shake my body until i drank a couple glass of martell and beer..and...here comes my ''kick'' But that was alrdy abt 3am..kinda late ya.. haha

It was a fun night especially with ah soon. He is a full of crap person. Cant stop laughing with him ard~ Full of shit..wahaha ooopss..

Party till almost 5am and poor dear was waiting for me awaking till i return home. sorry dear..muacks.
I enjoyed myself =)

Shan and me

Best buddies for 6yrs and still going

Sunday- Went vivo for Iron man..Tony Stark, he is awesome!!! Cool man i cant wait for Part 2 to release!!!!!

Emotional

2008-04-30T00:44:00.001+08:00

All of a sudden, i feel so so emotional..just by viewing this :
This guy shoots very well.. enjoy all the slideshows

http://www.expressivelyjoho.com/slideshows/

Cam whoring with my ai-ren

2008-04-29T21:44:00.007+08:00

Finally man, what.. ? I met up with my 愛人 on last sat. Yes, we finally finally meet. This lady is one best friend i ever met and donnt wanna lose her. =) Her name is Fion or Lervonne. Well i knew her as Fion and i still prefer to call her that.

Those were the days~ the cosmetics days started at RRC. She was then with ipsa. I always found her so pretty bcoz she has damn good complexion man. Everytime i talk to her, i learn something. Whenever i wanna ask her wad was good for the skin, bet me, she knows the best hor! Even to the ingredients. Superb! We talk, talk talk tgt with Francis, then from origins..he was so fun. The 3 of us always crack silly jokes n topics during our lunch.damn funny..

She was also the one i'll never forget coz i spent a $50 cab fare from Boat quay to cck by sending her home....becoz....she was drunk and the whole journey i totally lost count of how many times the uncle was told to stop at bus stop bcoz she wants to vomit but the best thing was, she never vomit =X hehee.. but i love her..

Then she quit ipsa and went over to SK2..so happy when she text me that she'll be at PP . We always falls on different shift but i'll always find a way to go luncheon with her.. Soon, both of us left for good. yet we still keep in touch and we've always been saying to meetup for the past 4 yrs and finally, 26/04/08 came true. haha..she even came over to my workplace to wait for me. *hugs* we went down to orchard and start our shopping spree.

Begin our lunch at pepperlunch and started cam-whoring lor..we also end up buying some kinda facial cleanser from japan to be used with this interesting net.. Told u, i'll believe whatever she says its good..

Look at my tired face la.. so tired after so much walking and my heels were killing me that day..

sat down to rest, and chat..dar called me " still there? what time you coming down? Frances and sebestian is here..." okok coming soon.. ( which was a lie..hehe )
Our new shoes..we wore bcoz for me, my heels was killing me and so i need a pair of comfy heels.

Then we head to PS , wanted to catch a movie initially but i need go daiso to buy some stuff hence no time..we shopped whole afternoon and have not eaten our dinner. Till then, there was nothing for us to eat. We end up buying sandwich from 7-11 and started our gossips again =)

Dar called again to ask why am i still not reaching? thought i'm in the bus alrdy? hehee..sorry dar to keep u waiting. but i cant stop talking to my ai-ren.. we planned to meet up with francis probably next week and going to take many many photos =)

The weather is really killing me !!! ArrGgHHH...!

Tired

2008-04-24T22:39:00.002+08:00

Im so damn tired and sick! of work yes! Arrgghh..when can i find a job that i really enjoy doing ?
Started my 3rd module yesterday on IT. I thought i'm doomed coz i'm an IT idiot la, so far the lecturer Mr Jackson was nice. He's 51 and well to be my father. but he look young. = ) I really hope to finish my course soon so i can quit my job and go for other interests.

Have i told i wanted to buy a new bunny? i saw one that day at pet lovers it was lionhead breed. It looks so cute..It bring back memories of my xiaobai and xiaohui =(
No other bunny can definitely replace them... But thinking of buying and starting all over again prompt me to think twice. The regular care and play.. the same old routine will happen..The fatal fate that will happen one day which i'll have to accept.. However, having a pet the second time make me learn and realise alot. You learn from mistakes and know better what to give the best to your pets..But i'm still searching around for bunnies. Haven seen a one that i really love. but all are cute =)

It's friday tmr! But i should say TGIS instead of TGIF. Becoz sat is half day! arrgghh hate it.

2008-04-09T19:27:00.002+08:00

Read about this..It is so meaningful and true..

TRUST is a very important factor for all relationships. When trust is broken, it is the end of the relationship. Lack of trust leads to suspicion, suspicion generates anger, anger causes enmity and enmity may result in separation.A telephone operator told me that one day she received a phone call. She answered, 'Public Utilities Board.' There was silence. She repeated, 'PUB.' There was still no answer. When she was going to cut off the line, she Heard a lady's voice, 'Oh, so this is PUB. Sorry, I got the number from my Husband's pocket but I do not know whose number it is.'Without mutual trust, just imagine what will happen to the couple if the telephone operator answered with just 'hello' instead of 'PUB'.

-NO POINTING FINGERS
A man asked his father-in-law, 'Many people praised you for a successful marriage. Could you please share with me your secret?'The father-in-law answered in a smile, 'Never criticize your wife for her shortcomings or when she does something wrong. Always bear in mind that because of her shortcomings and weaknesses, she could not find a better husband than you.'We all look forward to being loved and respected. Many people are afraid of losing face. Generally, when a person makes a mistake, he would look around to find a scapegoat to point the finger at. This is the start of a war. We should always remember that when we point one finger at a person, the other four fingers are pointing at ourselves.If we forgive the others, others will ignore our mistake too.

CREATING PERFECT RELATIONSHIPS?
A person visited the government matchmaker for marriage, SDU, and requested 'I am looking for a spouse. Please help me to find a suitable one.' The SDU officer said, 'Your requirements, please.' 'Oh, good looking, polite, humorous , sporty, knowledgeable, good in singing and dancing. Willing to accompany me the whole day at home during my leisure hour, if I don't go out. Telling me interesting stories when I need companion for conversation and be silent when I want to rest.' The officer listened carefully and replied, 'I understand you need television.'There is a saying that a perfect match can only be found between a blind wife and a deaf husband, because the blind wife cannot see the faults of the husband and the deaf husband cannot hear the nagging of the wife. Many couples are blind and deaf at the courting stage and dream of perpetual perfect relationship. Unfortunately, when the excitement of love wears off, they wake up a nd discover that marriage is not a bed of roses. The nightmare begins.-

NO OVERPOWERING
Many relationships fail because one party tries to overpower another, or demands too much. People in love tend to think that love will conquer all and their spouses will change the bad habits after marriage. Actually, this is not the case. There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that 'It is easier to reshape a mountain or a river than a person's character.'It is not easy to change. Thus, having high expectation on changing the spouse character will cause disappointment and unpleasantness.It would be less painful to change ourselves and lower our expectations..

RIGHT SPEECH
There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that 'A speech will either prosper or ruin a nation.' Many relationships break off because of wrong speech. When a couple is too close with each other, we always forget mutual respect and courtesy. We may say anything without considering if it would hurt the other party.A friend and her millionaire husband visited their construction site. A worker who wore a helmet saw her and shouted, 'Hi, Emily! Remember me? We used to date in the secondary school.' On the way home, her millionaire husband teased her, 'Luckily you married me. Otherwise you will be the wife of a construction worker.' She answered,'You should appreciate that you married me. Other wise, he will be the millionaire and not you.'Frequently exchanging these remarks plants the seed for a bad relationship. It's like a broken egg - cannot be reversed.

PERSONAL PERCEPTION
Different people have different perception. One man's meat could be another man's poison. A couple bought a donkey from the market. On the way home, a boy commented, 'Very stupid. Why neither of them ride on the donkey? 'Upon hearing that, the husband let the wife ride on the donkey. He walked besides them. Later, an old man saw it and commented, 'The husband is the head of family. How can the wife ride on the donkey while the husband is on foot?' Hearing this, the wife quickly got down and let the husband ride on the donkey.Further on the way home, they met an old Lady. She commented, 'How can the man ride on the donkey but let the wife walk. He is no gentleman.'The husband thus quickly asked the wife to join him on the donkey. Then, they met a young man. He commented, 'Poor donkey, how can you hold up the weight of two persons. They are cruel to you.' Hearing that, the husband and wife immediately climbed down from the donkey and carried it on their shoulders.It seems to be the only choice left. Later, on a nar row bridge, the donkey was frightened and struggled. They lost their balance and fell into the river. You can never have everyone praise you, nor will everyone condemn you. Never in the past, not at present, and never will be in the future.Thus, do not be too bothered by others words if our conscience is clear.

BE PATIENT
This is a true story which happened in the States. A man came out of his home to admire his new truck. To his puzzlement, his three-year-old son was happily hammering dents into the shiny paint of the truck. The man ran to his son, knocked him away, hammered the little boy's hands into pulp as punishment. When the father calmed down, he rushed his son to the hospital.Although the doctor tried desperately to save the crushed bones, he finally had to amputate the fingers from both the boy's hands. When the boy woke up from the surgery & saw his bandaged stubs, he innocently said, 'Daddy, I'm sorry about your truck.' Then he asked, 'but when are my fingers going to grow back?' The father went home & committed suicide.Think about this story the next time someone steps on your feet or u wish to take revenge. Think first before u lose your patience with someone u love. Trucks can be repaired.. Broken bones & hurt feelings often can't. Too often we fail to recognize the difference between the person and the performance. We forget that forgiveness is greater than revenge.People make mistakes. We are allowed to make mistakes. But the actions we take while in a rage will haunt us forever.

'Good Life starts only when you stop wanting a better One' 'Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away

Accounts -killer subject

2008-04-09T15:09:00.002+08:00

Help! Accounts is killing me an dmaking me mad seriously. Numbers, numbers,..formulas...arrrgghh.. hate it. I think i'm going to flop for this paper man..It's just like memorizing or accepting the answer that way without understanding why or how u got it.. sigh...
I pray my mgt paper still ok. At least let me get a pass. *prays*
After friday, i'm free! so at least this semester la. Maybe gotta go for a party or drinks man..
another 2 days! endure!!

Back to study...

Help, i can't study

2008-04-05T18:17:00.003+08:00

It's 6:18pm and i just woke up from a call from gracie. I intend to sleep after i came back from work so i can burn midnight oil tonight and con't tomorrow. However, she say she wants come over my house.. and tomorrow dear coming over too.. Tell me la, how to study like that?!!??!!
I cant possibly turn them down right.. duhz! ARrGghh..

PS: btw, my investment is making money =) yipppe!

New Phone

2008-03-31T22:03:00.002+08:00

I bought a new phone on sat! Sony Ericssion is still my best phone! W910i I just love it slim n sleek. I bought the black colour though. I know most gers will choose red that is y i wanna be different from them. Ha!
i FINISHED my 1st semester and exams next week! Oh god!!! i v stress lor..
Anyway, i shouldnt be blogging now.. bye

HeY

2008-03-26T23:25:00.002+08:00

So long since i update ya~ i'm just very lazy and tired..so busy with work and especially school.
Just finished my assignment and end of my first semester. Time really flies~ it's been 3 months since i started my course. Got back my assignment today, scored 15/20 not too bad yeah *smiles* coz i think i never got such marks back in sec school. lolx.

Now the nightmare begins~ exams!!! in april..and it's like so many things to study la..plus my work is so stress.. ENDURE man!
Have u invested? I invested today bcoz anyway by 1st april, u wont be able to touch ur cpf O/A acct for the first 20k so y not invest now if u dun intend to buy house so early? Anyway if u really do down the road, then just sell of ur units.Invested 19k in our 2 funds lor~ Anyway have to see in long run..it does makes u money. I'm waiting for another 3 more months so i can invest in part of DBS shares too =)

I need to change my mobile plan but i dunno if i should cont with M1 or shall i switched to starhub? Anyway both i can sign up for student plan for $25.68/mth plus 1000sms for m1 and 2000sms for starhub. wooh, thats a lot man! However i thought of buying the sonyericssion W910i but kailin told me not good but my bro says not bad..hmm...but no choice leh no matter wad i just gotta downgrade my plan so, might as well get a new phone with it. If i just change the plan wout a new phone bohua ma..right? I think i'll get that phone this sat. Maybe stay with M1. hopefully that $188 promo still on.

That's all..dunno what's next.. maybe i need a facial tmr. anyway still got one more session not booked yet.

Gracie bday

2008-03-10T23:12:00.002+08:00

Yestdy my dear celebrate her bday in advance. went over to savannah condopark at simei rise. It was the nicest and biggest condo i ever seen man! It was really big and beautiful~

The guys starting the fire and start doing the 'job', while i was busying playing with my god son.

And all of the sudden, it started raining like hell and the worst thing is the bbq area was not sheltered at all!! The poor guys continue staying there while we went up. We have delivery from them all the way in the rain.. while they stay downstairs and chill, we gers stay up gossip wad else..

Back!! i love bkk

2008-03-10T22:47:00.004+08:00

I love bkk! im back! i had a wonderful time! i regret didnt buy enuf things..nvm my frens gg again can ask them 'tabao' for me..

I didnt buy a lot things compare to last time ..bought a few tshirts from chatuchak, 6 pairs of jeans, slippers, NARAYA of coz. i oso dunno wad the hell i spend alot there. i simply jus grab wout knowing wad i grab until when i came back unpacking.. but its really cheap la..

i didnt wan to come back seriously. Bkk is fantastic, good,nice cheap food and stuff..people r nice too..not like sporeans i must say.though i didnt have a big party or anytk, in fact spent my countdown in the car, but knowing my love is beside me its enuf =)

Came back tired and bz. attended frances wedding the following day and off to work on wed..

I'm not uploading the kk pics here. check it out at facebook or friendster.

BANGKOK!

2008-02-28T09:47:00.002+08:00

I'm going bangkok in 4hrs time!! Bye! lOve You All...

oh ya, Happy advance bIrthday to me!! wonder how many sms/calls wishers i'll received over there..

My pressies

2008-02-27T01:29:00.005+08:00

I got my first birthday present from my colleague yestderday. It was a nice accessories stand..nice! i like it and i even thought of buying it for myself.. haha guess now i can save on it =)

My bom ( just in case u wonder wad is it. bom= Branch operation manager) got me a birthday cake today..it was a chocolate emicake. anyway, she'll buy everyone one whenever its whos birthday. And she only order emicakes. It's expensive but its really worth the money lor! Especially the durian cake!! yummy! must try!

from my colleagues

And today i met my dearies and godson cassius for dinner. sorry i was late due to meeting every tue..poor them gotta wait for me to have dinner. And this is what i got from them ! Love it!

Finally, i can knock off my alarm tmr. finally i can really SLEEP in peace..I'm so tired lor..but i have class tmr..i still wondering should i go~~ bcoz gotta pack my lugguage..afraid no time..
i'm going to slp now..nitex.

3 days more!

2008-02-25T22:05:00.002+08:00

i need a break~ and i'm going bangkok again..yes again.. as usual pay visit to uncle jimmy and justin and his 2 lovelys..this time is somehow 'special' as i'm going to spend my birthday there! ever believe? This is my ever first birthday spending out of singapore. I dunno how its gonna be~
Kinda excited though..
I'm really really tired~ sob sob..

Meeting my dearest tmr for dinner =) cant wait to see cassius..

到数 12 天

2008-02-18T22:54:00.002+08:00

yeah birthday coming.. Planning to spend it in bangkok.. Anyway cant have a big one this yr.

Another blessings to wish, Frances ROM this mar 4th. taken by leave.

Work as usual, as stressful and tired! I'm really really tired lor! Because our offdays were changed to 6week cycle and this month i swoop my off week with my colleague in order for my bday that's why..
Chinese Zodic says this year seems to be a good yr for me? Work seems a bonus.
talking abt that, cant wait for my bonus..finanical institutions paid well this yr!

School, i missed 2 lessons and when i went back last week, esp. for my accounts class, i totally can't catch up as the lecturer went on to the new topic.. all i see are numbers! and..more numbers!! arrgghhh..
Haven't started on my assignment i think i better do so..

I missed the audition for 超级星光大道. Actually i knew it quite long time, was informed by my singing friend. However i dunno where to get more info and if it is real.. it was last sat at 2pm and i got work so i thought i cant go.. so sad..sigh

I dunno i want to continue singing but i feel i would regret if i just gave up my passion. I missed singing, i missed performing..missed those days..
However, it was too late..

Lastly, i missed my 奶奶. badly, yes.. =(

我好累 !!!

2008-02-15T23:24:00.002+08:00

我好累哦 !! 我非常，非常想念我奶奶 =(

"奶奶你在那儿好吗? 有照顾自己吗?"

我好爱你。。。。

praying hard

2008-01-14T23:13:00.000+08:00

I'm praying hard for my granny in hospital. I visited her on sat..she looks haggard and so thin. it really hurts my heart =( My granny is the one who dotes me most, the one whom i spent my childhood with, the one who will call me now and then.. i heard from my uncle saying she has difficulty in breathing , heart failure..she had gone under heart operation once..

i really wish she can be discharged soon and go back hme..we hope to have our reunion dinner happily =)

*ah ma, i'll pray for you to get well soon..love u "

2008-01-09T00:14:00.000+08:00

女人永远不知道的12件事——看后有点感动！

※1、女人永远也不知道男人为什么要学会坚强?因为他们自己知道.他们虽然外表坚强.但内心很脆弱.他们永远想让自己身边的她觉得自己是最棒的.

☆2、女人永远也不知道男人为什么不会轻易掉眼泪?因为他们自己知道.他们不是不会掉眼泪.只是他明白.一但眼泪掉下来了.这段感情也就结束了.

3、女人永远也不知道男人为什么每次在心烦的时候那么喜欢抽烟?因为他们自己知道.只有在烟雾中才能忆起他们过去美好的时光来寻求一点心里的平衡.

◇4、女人永远也不知道男人为什么要在分手以后还会对她嘘寒问暖?因为他们自己知道.他们并不是想跟你做朋友.只是想挽回这段曾经属于他的感情.

※5、女人永远也不知道男人为什么每次在听到她被欺负了会显得那么发狂?因为他们自己知道.哪怕这次架打输了.躺下了.他也会觉得高兴.因为他们宁愿自己受到伤害.也不愿意看到你哭泣.

☆6、女人永远也不知道男人为什么在分手以后会夜夜买醉?因为他们知道.如果今晚不麻醉自己.那么今晚只能在思念中度过.

※7. 女人永远也不知道男人为什么每次出门会出手那么大方?因为他们知道.他们宁愿自己一个人省吃检用.也不愿意你看到你被别人看不起.

☆8.女人永远也不知道男人为什么会那么爱对她发脾气?因为他们自己知道.对她发脾气并不是不爱她.只是希望她在以后的路上不被别人所欺骗.

☆9.女人永远也不知道男人为什么会那么在意你以前的男朋友?因为他们自己知道.并不是他们不自信.只是他们害怕有一天你会离他而去.

※10.　女人永远也不知道男人为什么看到你为别人写的日记之后还会那么镇静的听你解释?因为他们自己知道.自己并不是不想发火.只是希望能从你的口中得知到底是他重要还是别人重要?

☆11、女人永远也不知道男人为什么不对她说我爱你⒊个字?因为他们知道.并不是不想说.只是他们自己明白.⒈万句我爱你用在身上也不够.

※12. 女人永远也不知道男人为什么会跑到这里来发贴?因为他们知道.希望有一天这贴能被你看见.以此来证明你对他的不理解.只有他自己心里明白.这贴要是没人回的话.很快便会消失了.你更不知道一个男人的幸福生活来之不易，那是他将每一个看过的贴子都顶了的缘故。(如果你不能为你心爱的女人穿上嫁衣，请停下你解她衣扣的手)朋友，如果你想拥有我这样的幸福，如果你想跟那个使你幸福的人白头偕老，顶一下，幸福不久就将降临。愿天下有情人终成眷属.当你们看到这贴时心里最想的那个人也就是你们最爱的那个人!

08.01.08

2008-01-09T00:09:00.000+08:00

wHAT a nice date. ANyone getting married on this date? i bet so.
Off tomorrrow.meeting my darling gracie to bridal shop..
*PRAYS* no more crying to sleep..no more swollen eyes..
yao mei mei tmr.

nEW yEar

2008-01-05T20:33:00.000+08:00

It's new year again..time flies..looking back at 2007, not that bad nor good..
Reviewing the whole year of what i've done, from my birthday celebration at MOS to my ended relationship and then patching things up ..left the beauty line and went to banking..People asked me why such a switch? To tell u, i never ever imagine i'll work or find a bank job but its been 6months working in DBS and i would say, working in a bank really make me realise the importance to save. There are alot alot of things i've learnt..from the customers and also my fellow colleagues.

I can say it's not my dream job but i did not regret..That's all, working and working nothing happening..whereas i look forward to 2008 as i'll have my resolutions made. I wish :
- to save, earn more and spend less
- taking my part time studies hope it goes well and i'll succeed.
- save up to go holidays further than bangkok and genting. hahas..
- live more happy and healthy in relationships i stress.

HapPy new Year , and best wishes!

Not Again!

2007-12-28T22:58:00.000+08:00

28 De @ 12:57pm from janice : Dear Friends, you are sincerely invited to my BBQ celebration to share my joyous moment of my life, My ROM day 1ST Feb ...

Another sms i got today..Did i see wrongly? " ROM " ? sigh~ Jancie is getting married.. I really have been getting red bombs non-stop!!really non-stop leh. Of coz i'm not trying to say its not a bad thing but however a happy moment to share. Let me see~ Jan26th -gracie's Mar04 frances, 1st feb janice... why are all my frens getting married so fast sigh.. i sounds old? not at all~ perhaps i'm worried..haha..
Take a look and its really my girl friends around me are all gettimg engaged.. Good for them that they found happiness and their Mr Right =) Wish them all the best!!

Even my friends around my age are getting married~ i worry la then who is going to be my 'jie-meis' next time??!! kidding la..
Believe i say i don't want to get married now is true? hmmmm... let me tell u, perhaps u're wrong..Of course if u can find a good man, a good future husband, who cares if im only 20 or 21. Provided he propose la..However sometimes things just don't happen that way. Not are people are ' xing-fu' de~
Perhaps i'm just one lady that need to work really hard, have a stable career and perhaps settle down and marry at 30? ...Or who knows i can never can married?? U never knows~

Things changed, people changed..what can i say..but i would not lke to tie the knot now so soon perhaps since im not ready and my relationship not steady yet so better not to. Give each other more time, more space, freedom to explore and maybe, maybe...one day , very soon i'll be the one sending the invitations out!! haa!

By the way, i finally went to sign up for diploma course already. cant believe i did. Lessons commencing in jan. wish me all the best..its time to give my rusty brain for 5yrs some polishing.. =)

HapPy New YeAr EVerYoNE!!!

Merry Christmas !

2007-12-26T23:12:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas folks!! How was your xmas? Mine not fantastic leh.. singapore so boring~ Went dinner after work as it was my mum's birthday. Yeah~ she was born on xmas eve..After that went down to simson's pub lor.. No-no to MOS, ZOUK...it'll be a big mess.. Had couple of drinks and countdown done den headed home.. yah lor boring xmas.. nothing special.. guess would be the same for new yr eve as well ..

Uploaded pics

2007-12-14T00:22:00.000+08:00

Finally i'm able to upload my pics again. Has been struggling to do so..
Today is the 4th day of my leave..the passed few days were great..Went shopping at Wisma and they had this new lingerie shop which sells very nice undies..and i got them. And also caught the heartbreak kid movie.nice!

Yestdy was wed and went zouk.. it was very packed realising it's school holidays and the club were jammed with students and army boys. We aren't able to re entry to velvet and thats quite sad..for the bouncer said we had to purchase ticket to get it as they had some guest DJ or sometk. Fine, we stayed at zouk.
We partyed till closed and headed to macdonald's big breakfast =)

Meeting my 2 darlings tmr..cant wait.

Stop Raining

2007-12-06T21:41:00.000+08:00

Isn't it raining non stop recently? I cant stand it..i can't stand cold..
Went on half day yesterday and had an appt with kaplan as i went to enquire about their courses. I was all wet can! Can you imagine walking all the way from cuppage to lucky plaza?? It was flooding and raining cats and dogs! and i have just a pathetic foldable umbrella with me which apparently didnt shelter me at all..so sad lor as i was meeting Gracie at lucky plaza..

Despite the heavy rain,it didnt stopped us from shopping as we r under the roof..hahas.. no worries! =) We shopped as TAKA as they have an additional 10% for cardmembers. We were shopping like hell man.. We saw these very cute baby mickey clothings and bought it for irene's bb cassius.. BB's girls clothings and accessories r so cute lor!! No wonder girls have more choices and of course in spending more. I want to have a bb ger next time *smiles*
Then went on to cosmetics, replenished our beauty regime as usual.. and i bought these pairs of betula sandles liscensed by brikenstock. I spent too long in deciding to get the red or silver and end up..i get the red..and now i feel like changing to silver 'p

We shopped from it was raining heavily till shop closed and rain stops..and we didnt have our dinner at all.. That's no wonder guys want to kow-tow to us..There's nothing else for us to eat anymore and hence settled at BK cine. We were very very tired that we just want to hop on the cab and get home fast to have a hot steamed bath and relaxing foot therapy..

PS: whats on your mind for xmas?

New Start

2007-12-03T21:17:00.000+08:00

Now, i have a new camera, but it seems i cant upload my pics onto my com =( so sad..
I am so stupid. What's a removable disk? That's wad it kept prompting me when i insert my usb card reader. sigh...

I have finally decided to take a part time dip soon. Choosing between MDIS and Kaplan. MDIS had confirmed my eligibilty and waiting for me to make the payment. Class will start on 16 jan if i comfirm. However , i had not make appointment with kaplan . But the class starts only in march 08 and the campus is in town. MDIS is near my office and moreover it can starts in Jan.
Ask me am i sure i'm ready to start early ,i'll say i cant wait anymore. Anyway i had nothing to do everyday after work. Wad for waste time and money wondering aimlessly on streets.. Make use of my youth and time to achieve something.. ( sounds mature?.. blehh.. ) Start early end early, that's how i see it. Time is running out. I've got so many things i've yet to achieve and do man!! Just too many..aarrgghh.. nO time..No tiME!!

Long Time

2007-11-20T22:10:00.000+08:00

Hi anyone, its been long since i update. Been very busy..basically nothing 'happening' recently but went sentosa again after almost 1yr later..haha..will upload the photos again in the next entry..

Well, there's been some downs in my job ..i'm like in a coma now..i alwax got no sense of direction. Be it driving or reality man! Guess i've 1 more weakness to add.
I don't intend to stay in my current position for long as i'm getting kinda bored. I'm like not looking forward to go to work ,which is quite a serious matter..i've thought of giving a try in JAL as i saw their recruitment again. I get rather tempted but....thinking of the future, i may get back to square 1 again..
Hence, i decided to pursue myself..I'm looking in taking a diploma . Went down MDIS to enquire..My choice was either in tourism,hospitality or business management... ???
Tourism sounds more interesting and moreover, i've been in the service line all these years..i'm just afraid business mgemt may get be bored though it's the hottest subject now.

However, I believe with singapore's IR project and focus now, tourism will be the boom now. Plus tourism is the one that makes this world growing..right?
I heard of kaplan offering this course too..hmmm, now which shall i go? sigh..
I guess i'll go find out more and then do a comparison thereafter. guess it'll be better.. Hope i'm on the right track and chose the right choice =)

The Stars

2007-10-01T00:50:00.000+08:00

I would like to talk about stars.. i Felt so happy for them.. yOU must be wondering who am i talking about.. They are my fellow 'seniors'..
We were once in the choir team during our Lee Wei Song days.. After which, seeing them one by one becoming superstars one day and releasing their debut album and doing very well ! I feel so glad and proud of them as it proves that singapore do have talents! And these 4 of them came from the same batch of choir members..
Now that they are all busy pursuing their career, guess we had lesser time for gathering again..hope to see them someday ..AND WISH them All the best!It's really nice knowing the people of the same passion and pursuing the same goal~ and i'll support them. Jiayou jiayou! go!GO GO!! Do us proud =)

No 1 : SHe is yong er from HK. I knew her as Jia Xin. She is the gentle girl and have an angel voice.. heard she is the popstar now in HK as compared to rong zu er!

No 2 : She is Guo Mei Mei..She is yes so natural and have very BIG EYES..She is shy but have a powerful voice. Dun see her small small ok!

No 3 : Superband J3. I knew Jacky the lead singer and alex the keyboardist. Jacky was also from the same choir group as we are.. He always never fails to wear a cap. Thats his trademark. Whereas feel weird if he doesnt have one. He is so fair that we suspect he puts on makeup..haha..
Alex, the joker. He is a really nice guy..Nice chap to talk with.. He thought me how to sing landy's Ding shi za dan when i was preparing for my competition once..Even went all the way to his hse to rehears as he plays the keyboard..woah..that was the past..But i feel his's really talented. can sing, can compose. NICE!

No 4: Kelly Poon. Every one knows her.. She was already that good during our choir times. Very nice girl, friendly and always smiley. I remember admiring her once i saw her singing and since then always went to support her in her competition during her talentquest and impresario days..She always get the 1st if not 2nd! She always beat the rest! I was in the same superstar round with her and when i saw her, i knew i got no hope..hehe because she was just that good la~ Hope she doing well in taiwan.

No 5 : Darren..from singapore. I didnt know he had a band.. He is the prince charming in our group . Tall and handsome. He was also a model. Remembered we used to tease him whenever he sings. He likes to cover his hear and i generally think its not really a good sight ooh~ hope they'll do well in taiwan too

Genting 21.09.07

2007-09-26T23:57:00.000+08:00

I've been going genting too many times however this time was something i enjoyed most..
Ivan came to pick us up at 8am and this time round we're driving up instead of my usual time of sitting coach.After picking us up at tampines, went over to jalan bahar to pick up lynette..then settle our breakfast at macdonalds and off we go..... The journey was fun.. Driving at speed of 120-140km/h to reach genting at 3pm wasn't a problem i guess..and playing music from retro, to chinese oldies to pop and english oldies, singing and dancing in the car..that was fun! Malaysia cars was really nice to let u overtake when u signal right behind them , and every car really do that! What a great difference from spore caRS man!
However halfway thru, was stopped by the police for speeding at 127km/h. ( actually it was way at 160km/h ). It was nothing serious just gave him $ and we're safe. Stoppped by to eat A&W , ahhh when was ur last time to eat A & W ?
Continuing our journey, we were lost.. we went out the wrong exit and called our human GPS, simson for help.. I guess we were rather smart to, having not understand malayu signs and just trying our luck and test our sense of directions. and we manage to make it!

Upon arrival, we checked in. Ivan and Lynette was staying at different hotel with us though..Had a few rounds of luck at casino and head down to "The Mushroom Farm" for dinner. It was SUPERB!! Yummy..and cheap!!!
2nd very day, again head to casino and we leave the guys there while me and lynette start to plan our activities for the guys later in the night. We went to M Spa to make appt, then karaoke and went shopping with her! Aww.. i bought a few pair of shoes and they're cheap compared to sin.
The Spa and massage was good!! i love the interior of the jacuzier, steam and sauna. We didnt have much time to njoy the spa though but we promise to come in earlier next time so that to spend longer hrs at the spa..
I just don't feel like going back.. although it was a short trip but it was the moments we shared that was fun! That was a good accompany and most impt of all. We planned to drive up to malacca 1day for shopping too. See u guys..

M spa jacuzier

Sauna

Thats wad i bought : 3 pair of vincci shoes at abt sgd60,

10 sticks of KATE eyebrow pencil(which u dun
find in spore ) and renoma undies.

OFF dAy!

2007-08-16T23:13:00.000+08:00

AFter my last off , again not long i was set free on tue and wed. ! I really gotta treasure these 2 precious days man. lolz

At 10.30am, my hp rings as i'm still sleeping..

ME: He..ll.o..?
gracie: sleeping ah?! want meet anot?
Me : U no flight today meh ? off?
Gracie: no. off..
me: o...h....same...let me cfm with u later coz i gg for my hair appt later so mayb meet u in town.
gracie: Get back to me asap as i need to plan time to do my manicure!!!
me: ok..ok.. ( doze for another 10mins)

Finally realise i cannot waste time anymore. Was kinda lazy actually, jus wanna sllleeeppp... but thinking its been long since i met her and to stop her from complaining n killing me 1 day, i better get up and get changed. Anway she got way too much 'stories' to tell me.
Finally we went for lunch, or i should say 'I' coz tis lady dun eat. Then went coffee..kinda bored n dunno wad to do situation as we hardly head town at tt kinda time. Hence, its lk so earlly to us!
Den she left for drinks with seb while i go meet my cat. We watched 2 movies on both days.
Rush Hour 3 & Flash point. Luckily it didnt disppoint us.. Rush hour was so funny loh.. and flash point zhen zi dan was so cooooll~~~ His fighting skills...aawww~GOOD AH! * thumps up*
There goes my off~ went back to wrk today~jus another day~

Weekend approach

2007-08-10T23:09:00.000+08:00

Looking forward to weekend! How's national day? Well, stayed home and watched NDP parade with my cat. Didnt catch the whole programme as we were cooking at that time..Nice evening =)
Tmr is another day i looked forward too..No programmes yet.. What i really looked forward to is amei's concert! yeah! I bought the tickets once i saw the advertisement on tv without second thought.Becoz i knew i'm not going to miss it again this time! Unfortunately, my ideal list of accomplice disappoint me on going =( Luckily i found Lee tian. She is super steady! Once i sms her, she says 'yes' ! i like that =)

Life is unpredictable. I dunno wad will happen to me next time or even tomorrow.. Somethings happened for a reason.. Some people u just gotta accept for who he/she is. You r always not so lucky. I can only admire and envy others....

My celebrity look alike!

2007-08-10T22:26:00.000+08:00

Haha this looks so funny! I look like stephen chow!! Should i laugh or cry ?!?!

Den i try another picture. At least look more 'decent' hahas

ExHAusted

2007-08-07T19:06:00.000+08:00

I'm dead beat tired.. so long never meet my darlings and so on.. jux so busy with wrk man. Finally had long weekend off on last thur to sun. However, didnt get to go bkk =( looking forward to my next long off then..
I kinda feel so tired going t0 work now. Feel like changing job as i feel like this job is just not me. Dealing wth $$, i'm no good ! sigh..
Went Grand copthorne with meow for dinner as it was his bird-day. nice dinner..Had lotsa Oysters..YuUmm...
We stayed home and played UNO. haha! Yes UNO. I felt like playing after my childhood days s0
drag him to TOYS R US to buy. hahas.. But 2 players not so fun. Told him i wan to buy monopoly next . My fav boardgames. =)
Sunday- went marine bowl.. He recently got hooked on bowling. Bought new shoes, glove , ball...etc.. Fun! wow, the last time i bowl...hmmm.. i think was primary 6? But not bad leh.. Never always go into 'drain' haas.
Now, tmr is public hol eve! NATIONAL DAY on thur! yeah~ Meaningful day.. heess.. for me... =) But fri and sat gotta go back wrk again..sigh..
I just hope to go hols soon..caNT breathe *

The day Nothing much happened

2007-07-30T22:19:00.000+08:00

Nothing much happened today.. was rather tired as i cant sleep yesterday!! i slept the whole of afternoon n hence cant sleep at night..i was totally awake at 2am! i guess i counted sheep..
It was another monday bluueee... Tomorrow is another tue, den wed...den thur!! yeah ..Thur, half-day and off till next mon ! Too bad i'm not going bkk.. perhaps next month .Dun really know how i should spend my long weekend wisely.. hmmm ...I cant be doing nothing and counting the hours passed right..Let me go do some planning..
Thanks for reading.. cheers

Finally it's Sat!!

2007-07-27T22:38:00.000+08:00

Finally!! Tmr is sat! I'm so so tired at work... i also feel kinda sianz at work alrdy.. just feel like i'm not being very welcome and because of something happened to me at work recently. i even got the urge to quit tt time..but.. i have to hang on no matter wad.. I have to take work seriously and i'm not really a job hopper.
Mostly we look forward to fridays but for me is exceptional. Coz sat gotta wrk halfday lehx.
AND ALWAYS feel weekends is just not enuf.. not enuf to sleep and enjoy la.. however i'll have a long weekend off next thur to sun!! wooohhoo.. planning to take a break and getaway to bangkok shoppping!! hopefully still can get tickets..
Well, i hope everything goes well for me no matter wad~
I want my job to go smoothly, my relationship to blossom someday.. my lifestyle to get more exciting... i hope.....
Gotta turn in now.. Byex

Sunday Setosa Cove

2007-07-18T20:55:00.000+08:00

Went sentosa on sunday with my cat..not to suntan but to sentosa cove 15 degree Marina club. I have never been in there before and thats not surprising as the place is only for invited guests..and only rich people ..In other words, u gotta have the money and status to be a member there. And its not membership that u could apply.I'm not trying to declare i'm rich although i wish someday i will...hahass but because meow's sister was the Director of Goldin Enterprise so we wouldnt want to miss this rare chance..There were nice boats parked there..Pool, and other facilities..the toilet and changing room was heaven..no wonder rich people get better treatment than the ordinary..
Had our lunch at this restaurant and we ordered a bowl of corn soup and guess how much it cost?? $90 bucks! For a simple corn soup which our mum always cooked.. gosh..precious soup i've drank.

After our luncheon, the kids hit the pool..so cute and fun.. =)
Dint stay long..but it was a really enjoyable day with my cat and his family...
Hope someday i can be a invited member of 15 Degree marina club..hahah..*smiles*

BaD

2007-07-18T19:32:00.000+08:00

Hmm, some thing bad happened at work recently which got me feel very very bad..
I had a discrepancy and my bom was nagging , nagging,..which makes me feel rather bad which i hold back my tears.. I had my lesson learnt and will be more careful next time i'm sure..
The new brunei-sin $20 note was out on monday..customers all queuing just to change them..each customer is allowed only 2 pieces..I guess the GST credits cheque claim queue just ended and now there is somethings else that's gotta get us busy..and im really tired always after work.....*shacked*

2007-07-10T19:56:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was my brother's birthday. His wish is to go ktv..how can he forget about this ktv queen sis of his.. hahas..So met them after work and brought them down to chinatown Party world. hmmm..this is the very ever first time our family go ktv tgt! We sing...as usual dad and his oldies... mum cant really sing..( but dont understand y she say my dad was hooked by her voice and got married!?! ) I realised my brother, sisther both can sing. wOW..my parents had done a good job uh..haha..perhaps its in our genes..both my parents love ktv-ing , singing since i was born n after birth..Really had a memorable night yestderday as we can hardly got time to get tgt. Hope there'll be more of these =)

The Ng's Family

Mum & her precious

Sis-ters

kISSES to my bro. "hApPy bIrTHdaY! "

National Stadium 30 june 07

2007-07-01T19:58:00.000+08:00

I went to National Stadium yesterday.. Oh my god, when was the last time i been there? I think was youth festival..we were there early at abt 330 as we worried there isnt place to park. Luckily we were right to reach early.Remy got us tickets for the grandstand. However going in to 'chop' place is another disaster as the process of waiting there was torturing.. the weather was damn hot and humid ! I was like sweating like hell~ Soon, frances and her friends came and Mr Ong came even later then us. He gotta run with the rest of the TEAM SINGAPORE and light up the tourch of the stadium. But what i'm looking forward for the day is the match between singapore and Australia and the zouk party thereafter.
A match started at 5pm. Singapore Ex-Int VS Malaysia ex-int. I guess i dunno any of them because i was not born then. But i knew they were the first team to make singapore proud to win the 1st malaysia cup! Perhaps all of them can be my father or even grandfathers BUT they still run. They were so cute..haha..only 50mins game.

The National Stadium

The Singapore ex-int VS Malaysia ex-int

Our old Singapore team!

The Australia Team..they were all so tall and big size compare to ours..

Tanjong Katong Sec Band was GOOD!!!!

Singapore VS Australia

A picture of us ( that uncle was a destroy in this pic )

That's Frances the teacher

.......and that's me the.......

The best highlight of the day was definitely the match between singapore and australia..Well first half of the game australia kinda very relag.. and the score was 0-0

When the 2nd half perhaps australia dont give face anymore and beat us down to 3-0 !

They were so much agressive in 2nd half! But i'll say our spore team played very well! They have potential to score. but australia was defintely a strong team which we cant compare..it was a friendly match anyway. Well done =)

After the match, the stadium is finally announced offically closed in the hands of President Nathan. There were fireworks..videoclips of memories in the stadium..

The whole event ended and we didnt went in the zouk party coz it was long queue and heard it was not so fun inside..Instead, we all headed to pub for drinks.

It was a memorable night that i remembered..Guess we are now attending a new era in life..

The memories of what our athletes did which makes us proud. It's not just a stadium..its a place where memories, laughter, cheers & joy happened.

We will never forget Our National Stadium , our kallang wave & that kallang roar~~

Way to go singapore..!

Really Drained

2007-06-29T20:43:00.000+08:00

I'm so so tired...I dunno why. it seems to be some kinda virus.. I went home aft wrk every day and even slept at 10pm 1 night and yet i was so tired at work the next day! Y? y?
Finally its friday. I thought it was still thursday until my colleague corrected me. I can have better rest over the weekends and sleep is the most i need!
I'll be going to national stadium for the closing ceremony of our historical stadium tmr. There'll be soccer matches of singapore vs malaysia but the most exciting is the zouk party later in the night at the stadium! Wow...never tried dat b4. Its gonna be fun.. =)

Shopping!!!

2007-06-22T23:50:00.000+08:00

Bought jelly shoes,Hello kitty pouch, lock & melody pouch

Oh my god why girls LOVE to shop??? Can we be controlled? I cant!! The temptation is so high!

Went Bugis for dinner with those DBS girls.. We were practically noisy and crazy man. Laughing all the way in class to MRT and we just LOVE it. hahahs... Its fun!

To digest our food, we went 'gai gai' and that's it. I ended up paying for hello kitty stuff, shoe and reserved a TOPSHOP top! I like Hello Kitty. I cannt resist when i saw it. I'll will stuck either in the shop or stall just like a little girl in fairytale land.. I have not take my Pay and i'm alrdy spending $. I've still got 2 orders of online shopping stuff waiting and i'm still buying.. aarrGGghhh....aND so we are born like that~cant help it, sorri.

Gotta wake up early tmr and report to bank.. I'm very tired loh..I better go sleep.

* BBQ @ Remy hse tmr.

DBS Girls

2007-06-21T21:26:00.000+08:00

We are the new batch of DBS girls.. time flies, our training nearly come to an end next mon. And i have found this group of khakis. They are young ladies graduated from poly, it makes me feel old. haha..We joked, laughed and eat together. And always the latecomers to come in class ;p
Soon it'll be difficult to see them when we go back to our branches..Everbody is attached to north south east west. So we must definitely treasure the times we had now and keep in touch girls.. I just wanna let them know girls, although training is tiring and tough, ( bringing a loaded mind home everyday) but wout u girls in class it'll be even worst.. Thank you girls~

L to R : Priscilla, jasmine, michelle aka mee siam, karen aka carrot,
angela aka Ms secret, seline

4th June - 25th June

19 JUNE 07- Seafood

2007-06-20T19:18:00.000+08:00

Yesterday i had a wonderful dinner/supper... Was arranged to go in JB but, again.....another disappointment. =( However, we found another alternative.
Went changi club JUMBO to have seafod with remy, sheryl, simson n my cat.. We met abt 930 and the whole restaurant was empty. It seems like we booked down the whole place for some private party thingy. This is what we ordered

- Lobster sashimi
- drunken prawns
- chicken
- chilli crab
- 20 mantou ( steamed & fried)
- Lobster head used to cook 'dang wun'

This is my first time eating lobster sashimi ! and its oooiiishi!! So dame fresh loh! Better than salmon sashimi though different taste. I feel so satisfied..hehe because seafood is my favorite!!
Those guys don't want to eat the crabs. Their purpose of order is actually to go with the mantou.. So, i was lucky!! because i can had it all~~wwOOoo.. loll
Now then i realised steamed mantou actually taste better than fried ones..
It was good, GoOOD..yUmmm.. so so full but nevertheless , had a mug of beer before heading home to have a nice sleep~~

2007-06-18T22:25:00.000+08:00

Saturday, we went sing k! sooooo long never sing man. i missed it. Went singing with remy,sebestian,frances and my cat.. Remy can sing leh..lollz and he sing hokkien songs well. wahah.. we enjoyed ourselves and never had such fun since a long time..

We planned to go in JB tmr for makan!!! Make it happen please...

Happy weekend.

2007-06-15T18:46:00.000+08:00

Its finally friday tmr! Great! I finish wrk early today n got home at 535. Thank god.. it was the first time so early. Saturday is my last day at branch then monday back to my 2nd part of training..Its rather tiring but its worthwhile.. Basically i cant go out nowadays as i'm like a zombie aft i finish wrk. And gotta wrk at 8am the next day. Yeah sat i'm going watch movie "Fanastic four" with my cat.Look forward to that.. Saturday kelly invited me to her house for her baby 'man yue' but i dun think i could make it.. and emily was so anxious abt her wedding on 25th june dat she kept sms-ing us for reminder.. Dear Emily, we will definitely not forget and will turn up with our angbaos ya.. lollz
*end*

Zombie

2007-06-12T22:28:00.000+08:00

I cant concentrate in class today..! i almost fall aslp !! I can hardly open my eyes and its only 950am! Today is a impt module but i really cant concentrate hard only den after i drank a cup of coffee and its better. I guess i must revise hard on this module .
Called elfie after work to meet her want dinner.. she say she dun meet vivo coz she wan to study for her exams tmr. So ok we agreed meet at bmc.
Went eat pizza hut. Wad a lousy and bad service they had.! This is the illustration:

me: " can we have the new marine dream pizza but wout the squid? can change to ham?"

malay girl with thick eyeliner : " the twin meal cannot have this pizza. only supreme " ( started flirting a little with a guy colleague n muttered some malay words )

me : " ooohh.. den we shall have the seafood supreme wout squid n change to ham pls? plus
6 pcs drumlets "

Girl : looking rather confused n irritated at us, " y dont u take the hawaiian instead? "

This girl dont understand wad i mean. My purpose is not i want to have ham but seafood n she is leading me to take the hawaiin pizza thinking its all ham.

me : " ..........ok, u just change to wadever except the squid . "

duhzz..! pissed. After checking the receipt , realised she nv key in our drumlets order..
AFter almost finishing 3/4 of our pizza, den we realised there r no prawns in that pizza!! stupid. our objective to eat this is bcoz of the prawns.
I find this is the wrong way they work and the service given to the customer. Maybe i've been sent to seminars to trained to be service-orientated, so i can understand how a customer feels when i'm in their role.

ANyway elfie told me she wans to go macdonalds after tt to study. but we ended at the supermarket and she bought all strawberries flavored biscuit! gosh~ n of coz we ended up go home. lolz.. we're always like dat. Just too lazy....Gotta slp early. tmr my cousin's big day. waking damn early again..
25june anotheremily's wedding , 28june annie birthday...somemore..?

Funny cat

2007-06-11T20:39:00.000+08:00

Best pose!

This look dead. Agree ?

I love animals and especially cats. I never fail to stroke a stray cat if it has his ear cut which means sterilised n clean. I buy them food and feed them. But wad i saw the other day when i go for my lunch break, saw this cat sleeping just below my chair. I even thought it was dead. coz she's in a weird position n the sun was like shining at her till i think almost over tann. But she can still sleep like she cant be bothered n i was so careful not to disturbed her. she totally got no response! but it was cute. So i took its picture.

Tired

2007-06-11T20:30:00.000+08:00

I dun have enough sleep! i work from mon to sat man! And bank start wrk at 810am and end 430pm but we will never go home on time. The earliest i heard from my fellow colleague is 6pm! So which means i only have sunday rest day loh.. Not enough!!

yESTDay had a drink at my bf's pub and i get to know Remy ong! Singapore no.1 bowler , asia's no.1 and just learnt he was awared the best sportsman of the year!! Congrats man! so proud of u! (although i never show interest in the sports section of newspaper. ) heez...

He was very nice and a crappy guy i can say. lollz.. Full of humour and rubbish. Its nice talking to him and play pool ya.. ( now i know he cant win a girl in pool) lollz. Oh ya, remember we still had 1 more chivas to go~ seeya later.

New career

2007-06-11T20:17:00.000+08:00

I'm falling asleep!!

wad happen to blogger ? i had problem logging in man. damn.

anyway just update on wad pass few days had happened to me. Well, got myself a job at DBS bank. Under going 2 weeks of training now and i feel rather stress alrdy. Bank has just so many rules and laws to obey. Its really not easy. I also learnt a cheque is not only a piece of paper. There's just so many process involved. Also learnt about sercurity control and its just simply restricted to work and us. An easy mistake we make, we can broke the bank law and been charged!! But i learnt alot.. It also upgrade my personal knowledge. thats good =) Hope i can have better prospect in this new industry.

Maybe

2007-05-18T01:31:00.000+08:00

Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before we meet the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.

When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often time we look so long at the closed door that we don’t see the one, which has been opened for us.

The best kind of friend is the one that you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you’ve ever had.

It’s true that we don’t know what we have until we’ve lost it, but it’s also true that we don’t know what we’ve been missing until it arrives.

Giving someone all that your love is no assurance that they’ll love you back!! Don’t expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart, but if it doesn’t, be content it grew in yours.

It only takes a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

Don’t go for looks, they can deceive. Don’t go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile, because it only takes a smile to make a dark day seem bright.

Find the one who makes your heart smile.

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real!

Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you only have one life and chance to do all the things you want to do.

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trial to make you strong, enough sorrow to make you human and enough hope to make you happy.

Always put yourself in other’s shoes. If you feel that it hurts, it probably hurts the other person, too.

The happiest of people don’t necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the best of everything that comes along their way.

Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.

The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can’t go on well in life until you forget your past failures and heartaches.

When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling.

Live your life so that when you die, you are the one who is smiling and everyone around is crying.

Angry!!

2007-05-17T00:28:00.000+08:00

Yup at this very moment i feel so angry because my sis have been 'stealing' my clothes. As in she'll take my clothes to wear without asking me! Thats the thing! I'm not selfish but i dun like people to take my things wout asking permission! And she wear almost all my clothes or she'll just wear and take photos in her room and the annoying n irritating thing is, she'll actually put them to the original place after using!! My god~ I didnt even realise until i saw her photos in my pc! ArrGgghh!!!! I hate it.!!!! I warned her many times but still..deaf hears. Dont force me to lock my room next time i'm out! Guess i'll do that if she continues to steal my clothings and everything!

Hate blogger

2007-05-16T22:39:00.000+08:00

I kinda hate blogger..Coz i cant blog for the passed few days!! Pissed! Well anyway, has been busy working as usual. I'm going into a new career soon. And that will be as a broker. Yup i know u'll start to avoid me n show me different tone the next time i call u. haha. Because everyone is afraid of INSURANCE friends. Pls don't.. but people oso realise the importance of insurance now. SO...Please support me! And recommend me to ur fellow friends ya! I really hope this will takeoff as my stable career so that i can support myself and my kids next time =)
And most probably own my very 1st car! yeah... I'm so excited and looking forward to it.

Irene's Big day

2007-05-10T22:53:00.000+08:00

Well, i'm going to go backdating because things happened before..

24-04-07 , the day Gracie, yuling and me has been waiting for~ i just cant believe i'm attending my best friend's big day. For the last weddings, they may be just some ex colleagues, friends etc. and i've been becoming too many times 'jie-mei' until i think my bf was pissed. He warned me of not successful in getting married. Haha but i'm not 'pan-dang' la.. i've been 'jie-mei' for like 5? 6? times? i lost count..Anyway i dun like to reject people coz i feel bad so, 'ok lor'.. But wad i mean is ur best friend buddy wedding! U know something? every single time i attend wedding ceremony, the moment when the couples march in and showing their slide video, at that very moment,, i tell myself " I WANT TO GET MARRIED" just that kinda urge.. its just so romantic and sweet..awww.. ( PS: pisceans love to dream n love romantic stuff.. )

But i dun wan shotgun or that fast. Give me another 3 yrs the most..i want to haf a stable career, income n relationship den i'm ready to settle down.. Anyway, wish irene all the best in her new life and will be waiting for her lovely baby to come into this new world...

*cheers*

Finally!! i'm so stupid

2007-05-09T22:17:00.000+08:00

I'm so stupid!! this is my first ever blog! believe it, everyone has it n talking abt it but i'm struggling here to get it done! Damn me. Anyway i'll use this as a draft first n see how it goes successful. If so, then i'll start blogging!

Karemel

migrated

Cherish Yourself and ur love ones

busy

Memories of Nicole Lai 老 师

ABC LOVE

cool phone

I cried

BACK

Sunday-Chinese Food

Singing

Amei !!

Backdate part 2

Backdate

I'm Back!

Sunday

Ivy's Farewell

Narnia

sick again

CoNVERSATION

8 more days

Iron Man is awesome

Emotional

Cam whoring with my ai-ren

Tired

Accounts -killer subject

Help, i can't study

New Phone

HeY

Gracie bday

Back!! i love bkk

BANGKOK!

My pressies

3 days more!

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我好累 !!!

praying hard

08.01.08

nEW yEar

Not Again!

Merry Christmas !

Uploaded pics

Stop Raining

New Start

Long Time

The Stars

Genting 21.09.07

OFF dAy!

Weekend approach

My celebrity look alike!

ExHAusted

The day Nothing much happened

Finally it's Sat!!

Sunday Setosa Cove

BaD

National Stadium 30 june 07

Really Drained

Shopping!!!

DBS Girls

19 JUNE 07- Seafood

Happy weekend.

Zombie

Funny cat

Tired

New career

Maybe

Angry!!

Hate blogger

Irene's Big day

Finally!! i'm so stupid

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